Bordom and Disapointment

Man my life sucks sometimes...
i'll start from the begining...
A few weeks ago io had nothing, not a thing...
then the next week i had an art course with an
unconditional placement, and i had a placement at a job
in an office... nice i thought, my life is starting to form together
but i never bragged... not once why? you ask cause if you brag
you'll lose what you have....
and then my friend went and jinxed my ass...
then i got kicked off the art course and lost my placement and it was too late to find another.. great...
just fuckin great...
now i'm in a building searching for jobs...
i hate it.... all